Well... this is it. The end of it I suppose. There will probably be tons of times where I make poetry or art correlating to him but in the end the truth is there will never be an us. Heck, when we're all 20-something I can see myself watching his wedding and bawling for reasons that don't pertain to the touching-ness of the wedding lol. (Though I am pretty sure by then I'll be over him. just saying)
Anyways it's officially the end. I think the breakup was supposed to be officially the end but with all this stuff about how he loves me and how I still love him I was uncertain and there was a big part of me hoping he'd take me back despite the fact he doesn't date the same girls twice. In the end it seems as though I must accept that it will never be, no matter what. I think if he loved me enough he would have... probably not actually. Now that I think of it he's not the kind of guy that would chase after me if I were to leave the country or something anyways lol.
I'll find someone like him eventually. Someone who loves me and who will sweep me off my feet like in fairy tales and love me forever.
Anyways, If you're reading this (youknowwhoyouare) ... I love you! And always will <3 There will always be a special place in my heart for you. I promise that.
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